Who do we try to be?
Life is the greatest gift we could ever receive. No one realizes that every time we wake up it's a goddam blessing. Every breath is worth fighting for. We often forget to stop and look around at what we are capable of. Maybe most of the time we don't stop to look around is because it's hard to look at the mess we've often made.
When you get yourself caught in a situation that you try to fix yourself it often makes it worse. Getting into trouble and having no one to help you might just be the worst feeling in the world. Loneliness or just the feeling of loneliness is the worst thing ever. No matter how many friends you have or think you have you can always feel lonely. Even when I was surrounded by a million people I still felt lonely.
Love can sometimes just be a four letter word to me. Whenever I tell someone that I don't really believe in "love" they get so upset at me. I don't really understand why. I mean come on I've never seen love before or experienced it. Obviously I believe in loving your family and friends but the idea of being "in love" that I just don't understand. I have no idea what this "love" is and I don't think anyone on this planet knows either. If you think you know what it is you're wrong. I have seen plenty of people that are convinced they're "in love" and then sooner or later they break up or someone leaves.. what happened to being "in love"? Yeah.. that's right. I have yet to believe that love exists. It's sort of a mere infatuation that people believe is love.
The biggest mystery though is knowing that everything is not always what it seems to be. No one is who they say they are. People are just caught up in trying to be something or someone they're not. Why do they try so hard to be anyone but themselves? I obviously get the fact of low self esteem but we were made to be the best us we could be. We weren't made to fit the mold. We were made to be the creator of our mold, and to shape ourselves in to who we are and what makes us an original. Be confident in who you are because if you ever think you're not beautiful be confident, because confidence is beautiful. Be bold.
